I have the feeling that the limit of endurance to have exceeded.
When listening music and think, what I usually always distract from the everyday shit, I was in tears.
The most beautiful thing, I can anyone talk about it, I always try to sound as if it were up to me good.
When I tried to talk to someone .. As usual, there was obviously a great success.
few minutes I sat there in silence, no sound could produce, because the reality is so strong in my thoughts hereby engraved that, in fact do not penetrate more words could.
worried me even more that you not particularly noticed.
true You took my silence, thought not, however, that this could have a reason.
course I was happy on the other side that you did not ask what's going on.
long I can not anymore. I can not even now, was it not a few weeks ago.
But I still had some strength that kept me on my feet.
Now she is used up.
I do not know where I can get new strength, if I get new power. Whether there will soon be something that I'm about to break memorable stay.
Maybe I need to do, What am I afraid of me forever.
cancel the contact. But that's not, not because I can not, but because it does not work. It is not possible.
And the cold that penetrates at this thought in my heart leads me eh go on as before.
It is like a foretaste of what would come if you'd gone.
I do not know what is right and what wrong. is
What would be better for me. I just do not know.
